I want things to go back to how they were and progress from there. I never anticipated everything going in the opposite direction, it never occurred to me that something like that was possible.
I spent so much time. So much energy. Thinking, wishing, making things work. Just to find that my efforts were useless. And the reason is unknown. I just wanted something good and I got it and I didn't take it for granted but that doesn't matter because shit happens to people who don't deserve it. C'est la vie. Things move forward, but the hurt doesn't subside.
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